Wednesday, August 29, 2007

ONE PAPER DOWN.
ONE LEFT.

hurry get over and done with it please.

bloody slept for only 45MINUTES last night.
yes. i went to the couch at 5plus, tossed and turn,
woke up at 620.
got to sch by 730.
and i was as good as dead.

breakfast at macs wasnt all that good.
i couldnt finish.
my appetite sucks in the midst of exams
when i'm anxious or stressed.

drank coffee like water.
till i was so bloated.
nearly vomitted in the exam hall.
felt so horrible.
couldnt wait to finish my paper
so i can go to the toilet.

hopefully i did okay.
my mind was on the verge of becoming a black shade.

this shows no more last minute from now.
it was really totally horrible.

and then.
my fantastic planning saw me meeting 2 friends after my paper today.
first was to study in the afternn.
and the other one for dinner and catching up.
she was packed the other days.
so had to squeeze her in.
i nearly wanted to just disappear.

met friend A after paper .
went to kovan macs to study.
bloody couldnt study my bio.
tried to rest awhile and my mind was stil running like mad.

so decided to come home earlier.
got back by 615.
slept for an hour.

met friend B.
DIED.
i didnt feel like eating.
so we caught a movie.
then she said her hand was itchy.
so we went to play pool.
OMG. which was bloody EX.
wasting my moolaaaaah.
heh. but it was nice just to meet up and talk.
i'll let it pass.

More bread, biscuits, instant noodle and frozen food.
friday's sushi buffet with yet another friend!
and to celebrate the end of sem exams.
haha.

yikes.
next wk gotta work more days already.
NONO.
i said i'll go look for another job didnt i.
just feel so bad to leave my friends.
furthermore,
i got the job without even going for an interview.
because i had a friend there alr.
it'll make her look bad if i leave when its not even a month.

i'll come up with an excuse
which i think i've already found one.
my shoulders.
its tuesday today and i worked last sunday
but my shoulders are still DAMN PAIN.
PAIN PAIN PAIN =\
if i can GROWL, you'll hear it from wherever you are.
sigh.
its pain, annoying and it DOESNT GO AWAY.

got so irritated with it during the movie and i squeezed it real hard.
man it just had to get worst.
now it hurts when i touch it or when i stretch.

okay.
dont think about it.
then it'll be alright.

its getting worst by the minute.
bent down earlier on just to stuff my clothes into the washer,
stretched out my hand and there goes.
a sudden excruciating pain in the shoulder blade.
it happened both times i bent.

damnit.
okay.
better go sleep and get up early tmr to study.

forgot something that i wanted to say.